i'm pissed. i'm more than pissed.
i stayed over jeff's on tuesday night. woke up on wednesday, went out to the living room, because i heard chris come home. we talked for a little, smoked a bowl, blah blah blah.
then chris asks me about will. then chris says he has to tell me something.
then chris proceeds to tell me that he and will got drunk one night and ended up sleeping together.
what.
choke on bowl hit.
and apparently, will wanted it to happen again on several occassions, but it never did. this happened when will and i were broken up the first time, i think. still not right.
and what makes all of this even better is that chris was laughing the whole time he told me. like it was funny.
and when he asked me if i was mad at him... i said no. biggest fucking lie i've ever told in my life. i told him i needed to go lie down for a little.
passed out for like two hours. john called me, i told him what happened. as i'm on the verge of breaking down, he says all the right things. i have such a great boyfriend.
but last night, well, last night wasn't so good. went to the tla with linh and dan for the von bondies and alcohol - all for free. free alcohol means kristin gets very drunk. very drunk kristin means she does stupid things.
i watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind by myself last night and pretty much cried through the whole thing. it's my favorite movie ever. and i saw it with will.
i hurt.