i was a girl tonite.

not that i'm not a girl all the time, but i was especially girly tonite. my dad brought me home a bottle of my favorite red wine tonite, so after everyone went to bed [so i could enjoy myself in peace and quiet], i had a glass and turned on sex in the city. i've never watched it before, never really understood the allure of it all. but, we just got digital cable recently, and with it comes this service called on demand, which basically lets me watch certain shows or movies whenever i want.

so, i watched about 4 episodes of sex in the city tonite while painting my toe nails and drinking wine and thinking about my own relationships and the current lack thereof. it wasn't saddening, though, it was just a removed observation of the past.

i felt very feminine and almost empowered, oddly enough, after watching the episodes. 3 glasses of wine didn't help, i'm sure. nonetheless, those women and very dangerous to be around - i got sucked in to the hype of single female 30somethings living independently in the "big city," which i hate by the way. can't stand new york. but anyway. it was entertaining, and i'll watch the rest of the episodes when they're available.

so yes... i was girly and it was a little fun, and i feel a little guilty for indulging my femininity, but i guess i should do it more often.