i've seen things in the past year that i don't think i was meant to see.

and it's not fair. i want to know why they work and we didn't. why can she love him just as much as i love you and we failed. why can they talk about their future and we couldn't. why the hell did he stay with her when she stuck by him and you left me even though i would have been there for you through anything. it's the same. fucking. situation.

and why did we turn out differently. why did you go away.