i had a great weekend. really. we all went up to rutgers to hang out with meghan and some other people, as this was her birthday celebration. even if it was a few days late. and she kept reminding everyone it was her birthday. i forgive her, because she's so fabulous.

no frats that nite, though, because their ratio was way to high. i mean, 4 to 1? what planet do they think they're living on?

saturday, we all ate and then trekked back to philly. so glad to be out of jersey and off the rutgers campus. we got back to chris' and wyatt's place, chris gave me his car, and i drove some people down to south street. meghan and her roommate got their navels pierced. beezy and i got an orbital done in our cartilage. hurt like a bitch. seriously. people think it's just like a regular cartilage piercing, but it's closer inside the ear and the cartilage is thicker. i was trying to be all calm and collected, because i didn't want to freak beezy out. luckily, by the time i was about to lose it, he was done.

i'm a little disappointed, though, because it's not fully done. he couldn't get the hoop to go through the second hole, because my ear was all agitated, so he just put a second hoop in for the time being. so it looks like i just have two boring, ordinary cartilage piercings. i have to wait a month or so, and then go back in and have him put the hoop in both holes.

i just realised how confusing that sounds. if you don't know what an orbital piercing is, i'll take a picture and show you later.

that nite, i made dinner for everyone. wee. after that wyatt and his roommates had a party that was supposed to be much bigger than it was, but the kegs got screwed up. i was having fun, because i brought my little brother and got to watch him get drunk for the first time. it was really awkward and i don't plan on bringing him to another one, but it was still funny.

i was having fun until i yelled at don. he wouldn't leave meghan alone, and it was pissing me off. didn't help that i was drunk. so i basically told him she didn't want him. and that i knew i was being mean to him, but he's always an asshole to me. and walked away.

shortly thereafter, he left in a huff. hugged everyone but me. even after i apologised.

i feel really bad about it, because he's going through some shit right now. i could've said it nicely, but of course, as is my custom, i fucked up. wyatt told me that he wasn't just mad at me, but i doubt that. i'm sure i had a big part in his departure. so i've been thinking about emailing him and apologising again, even though several people have told me that someone needed to put him in his place.

so i don't know what to do.

other than that, nothing much else has changed. i'm working. and waiting for a co-op job to come through. keep your fingers crossed.