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2:04 p.m. || 08.04.03 || so, so good.

i think last nite was the best nite i've ever spent with a guy. no sex, nothing at all, but it was still so nice.

i picked up will from work and we went to the midtown, as usual. he didn't get drunk because we got there a little before last call. went back to my apartment and sat in the living room until the sun came up just talking and drinking bacardi with ghetto kool-aid. both of the girls i live with were home, so we had to be quiet, but it was still nice.

we layed on the couch, his head on my chest, and i played with his hair, and we just talked and talked and talked. i got drunk, he didn't haha.

the best part was, he said something about osmosis that was incorrect, so i corrected him and began to explain what osmosis is and realised he was getting turned on. i said the word applicable and he went through the roof. i mean, i at first thought it was weird and pretty funny, but he said he liked when i talked, said it was beautiful. he likes that i'm smart.

and of course, we talked about sex alot, but never went through with anything. i showed him my nipple piercing, too. but seriously, who hasn't seen it yet?

we went to bed then, and i swear to god there is not a single better person to sleep next to in the whole entire world. in my experience, men don't ususally like to cuddle, but this one, oh my god, he burrows into me when we sleep. he even has his own side of the bed now, too. we were touching at all times through the nite, it was so sweet, he likes to lay on my chest. he moans in his sleep, too, it fucking kills me.

we layed in bed this morning for an hour just laying on each other and telling stories. and then he had to go, but before he went, he dropped something off in my bedroom. i asked him why and he said he wanted a reason to come back tonite.

he kills me.




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ok goodbye forreal - 01.13.05
bye bye mess. - 01.05.05
hmm - 01.05.05
and the rest of you SUCK - 01.04.05
y'all missed out - 01.03.05


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