so... i have nothing to do. i'm bored out of my mind. since classes ended, i have no homework or papers to write or anything. so what do i do with myself? i probably should be studying for my impending finals, but that's just very unappealing right now - i doubt that will change, though.

i was thinking about it in work today, and i want to get trashed. how petty and immature of me, but i want to get completely snockered. because i have noticed that the last two times i was drunk, a certain person was also inebriated and... well, anyway, that's not really why. i just wish i was three sheets to the wind right now.

or stoned. ha. it's not a problem of not having it - i do - i just don't like smoking alone, even though i made a habit out of it in high school.

i sound like white trash. but i'm really not, i swear. i just want to stop thinking. ha.

right.

christmas is in two weeks or so and i can't wait that long.

i wish i had something interesting to say. sorry.