yesterday was yummy.

sunday nite, will and jeff and i went to saint jack's after work and got trashed. pictures down below. april, jon, dina, and chris were supposed to come, but chris met up with some hot guy, april was broke, jon was tired, and dina hasn't been able to step foot in saint jack's since jose got locked up. but i still had fun. i like drinking with jeff, because he gets just as affectionate and talkative as i do. my little chicken. i love him.

but anyway, yesterday was yummy.

woke up at 8:15 a-fucking-m and went to the CJC - where my FATHER happens to work - because i convinced will to go to court for the sting he got arrested in. it wasn't anything special, he just had to show up and wait in the room to get his arraignment date. i was nervous as hell the whole time, terrified that my father would come rolling up into court room four-oh-fo' and see my ass sitting on the bench in between a heroin addict and his cell mate. he would know exactly what was going on, too.

so, that took a good 45 minutes. we walked out of the court room and were about to get into an elevator, and holy mother of jebus, there's my uncle frank standing by one of the elevators. will and i make a mad dash for the fire stairs before he can see me, and we get out of there before i get caught. damn.

we finally stop at a corner to catch our breath and realise how fucking beautiful it is outside. i also realise at this point that i forgot to put a bra on that morning as we rushed out, but fuck it, i ain't got nothing to write home about anyway. i ask him if he wants to meet my mom, so we go to her office, but then he backs out and hides in the doorway of levinthal's while i go in to say hi and drop off the flowers i bought her. she knew he was out there, too, she said she could tell by the look on my face. "he makes you so happy that your whole face twists into a smile, so i know he's out there hiding. tell him i said hello." i love my mom.

after that, we walked to the park between 17th and 18th and i called jeff to see how he was feeling from the nite before. sadly, i had to decline lunch at sabrina's because i was broke and tired and needed to get my broke ass home so i could sleep.

coffee and bagels then at starbucks while we read the paper together. it was very... old married couple. he buttered my bagel while i put sugar in his coffee. he handed me the arts & entertainment section and an article about the st. patrick's day parade that i missed because i got into a HUGE fight with my roommate. then we went home. so busy talking that we missed our el stop.

we get home, and both jill and sara are home, so we just sat on the couch. i fell asleep on him, so when sara and jill left, he brought me back to my room and we took a nap. i love taking naps with him, because we always sleep for 2 hours, i wake up before him and get bored, so i then play with his face and bite him until he wakes up and we decide to do one of three things: go to the diner, have a cigarette, or... well, you know. yesterday, i was good, and had a cigarette and made us dinner. which consisted of macaroni and cheese. i'm a fabulous cook. you don't wanna step ta 'dis.

anyway. so, i had a nice day off. we watched dogma and then fell asleep watching better than sex and i woke him up this morning for work and now he's gone.

but, he's taking me out on st. patrick's day. he won't tell me where we're going or what we're doing, even though i think i have an idea. i'm excited. i love the idea of spending one of my favorite holidays with him, because i know i'll have fun. wee.

so, yeah, got into a big fight with jill and now i want to move the fuck out. i can't live with her, it's too hard. i feel like i'm living in boot camp. i want to live by myself somewhere around here, even though my parents would kill me. but then i could be as messy as i want and have a cat or a dog and will could come over and sleep over whenever he wants and i could have sex whenever i want and things would be so much easier. grrrrr.

i don't want to work tonite. it snowed really badly, and i hate walking through it to work. damn. i need money, though.

i'm gonna go eat some oatmeal. there are pictures of will down there, too, if you're curious.