so, ok, today kinda sucked.

my brother has tonsilitis. and is moving away to college in four days. with tonsilitis.

since said brother is going away, mom is in an emotional uproar. to keep said uproar under some guise of control, i am inadvertantly forced to live at home until at least the end of the summer.

i am still very much unemployed, which most likely will push my move-out-of-home-into-something-other-than-cardboard-box date much farther back than the end of the summer.

dad is in asshole mode for some reason.

gina is in virginia or somewhere like that, so no getting to her until she comes back here.

jackie is moved in at her new swanky pretty-colored house in new jersey, which makes getting to her even more difficult.

work friends are all, well, working.

all other friends are in new jersey, and we don't need to go over again why that sucks.

i like a boy who is far away and don't want to like this boy who is far away, but, fuck me, i do and it sucks.

no weed. no money for weed.

but. on the upside...

mom brought me chocolate. chocolate always helps.

mom gave brother a darvocet today to help the pain in his throat and he swiped me one without even being prompted.

i feel a party coming on in the sort-of near future.

best of all, i finished evil will today. i put a picture up of it below, but the quality of the picture isn't all that good.

anyway. i'm loopy and feeling happy now, so i'm going to go enjoy the moment.

meghan, i'm holding your tiara hostage until i see you again. no meghan, no tiara.

nite.